haven been blogging for quite some time. updates in my life.
dad's home, perfectly well and all. which i'm very very relieved. he wakes up earlier den me every morning and go to the garden to stroll around and exercise his right leg. but the wounds still look so scary. eww. long long lines.
mom's trying her best to be an irritant in my life. oh well. tat's not new.
i fell sick. was down with flu, fever, sore throat and lost of voice. and tat was when i miss sandra's honey water so much. still remember i had her home-made honey water for me in a hot flask EVERYDAY. how sweet. sigh i miss everyone so much.
anyway, i'm well and alright now. baby's outta camp. still kinda bald. haha. cute. :)
ok i'm starting to think that i have no life at all. i go home straight after work everyday. ok la. almost. but still. NO LIFE. girls lets go chill one of the nights. i'm thinking acid bar or something. got uob privileges. hoho.

now i know u come to me only when u have troubles. if so, dun bother.
u found ur own world along with many other ppl. we all used to be in the same world. but too bad. we drifted apart after we change zones and all. expected and i'm perfectly alright with this. wat i din expect the most is. ur msg in the middle of the night out of nowhere. good thing i fell asleep already. and so i found out that u're just upset and NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. i just happen to be that SOMEONE? most probably cuz u cant find anyone else awake. i feel so sorry. watever. dun come to me only to bring me ur problems. i have mine too. big ones. huge ones. how do u think i went thru all that alone? my dad's operation. seeing him in that painful state in ICU. my mom and her never-ending nonsense. seriously spiritual life is going all the way down. who can i talk to? raph's in camp. leader? never. other cell members? they're all busy swimming in the rj atmosphere. like the whole cell is in rj. nvm abt that. did u ever bother to ask how am i doing? no. wat else can i say?